163 Conscience

163_Conscience

Enmity describes our conscience to the salience of pragmatic doctorship in a voice realm of wanting to be quiet, undisturbed, yet lonely for covalence of meeting together in our minds, but it is just imprisonment of the self to strive farther.

The conscience detoxifies itself by way of purgatory and all that back-log of past failings, past dealings, past retribution, thinking we’re in time and yet we’re just getting in the way of what is seemingly a serene vision of boredom plateauing, into misinterpretations of lost suffering.

An unnecessary form of forgiveness stops us challenging ourselves, so, we do. By the Lord’s judgement we stand. For Jesus is the Lord God almighty and forever will be: “EL”. Abba, the Father – were all gods once human? God stands as Creator; we are here, and then we all take the kindest responsibility for this broken planet, healing slowly and vicariously. We stand to reckon with our habitual longings, and ride until we find our high! Too much instruction brings out the rebel – automata, to persuade us of that indignant look, and rise without freedom, in our hearts, sometimes required to foresee the darkest of moments in an ever-fading modern movement. But our individuality pervades that meta will survive.

Our conscience is also to do with our continued consecration of our health. In the US there are over 700 chemicals in the drinking water. In general, they say the authorities are killing us and similarly saving us with over 700,000 chemicals in the food, water, and air. There are after all, chemicals in the body. But this is toxic gone wrong! 1,000 chemicals being added to this total every year. And an average of 91 chemicals found in the average blood stream and urine. With COVID, we ought to be mindfully clean. Salt plays it’s part, a pinch in the coffee milk (I’m addicted!), the only cure to ulcers, or to drink pink salt crystals.

A raw food diet topped up with legumes, nuts and seeds for a day, a week, a month, is a good cleanser to return to normal gut bacteria, and there are of course gut bacteria supplements, alongside a Kefir drink and eating natural yoghurt. But check with your doctor if you’re pregnant, a child, have osteoporosis, an older woman or someone with amnesia. An appointed diet for deep inner clarity.

Our conscience allows and disallows vices all the time, to reach salient arousal, and a falsehood of infatuation, the image rides, so get yourself an egg timer and pace yourself, we cannot live on adrenaline. This changes to adrenochrome with oxygen and ages us, se we need plenty of antioxidants: red-wine, berries, green tea, and dark chocolate alongside our vices. We use vices to close from reaching out to those in the distance, a form of telepathy. When feeling in the dark, lonely or have a mind full. So, we go on.

Why?

Why this fortitude of mid for me?

And this lack of integrity from others?

Why do you think it is me?

For I am sweetness and light!

And praise to the Lord Christ Jesus Abba.

(“Jeus is here”.)

What is identity?

What is love?

Identity is a conscious landscape of pastures and concrete, hills and shelter, shelter from the storm, a marked bank note with your initials on it. Follow.

All that is worthy

All that is worthy

All that is not worthy

Must go.

All that is worthy

All that is worthy

All that is not worthy

Must go.

That makes good

All is made

That mends well.

Person – gratitude - response.

Person – persuasion – response.

Person – drug – response.

Time’s adversary is prediction, so we go on predicting our palette of materials: wood, food, and glory in God. Wood because it is the only sustainable material to handle in Architecture. Food because we want a healthy mind and body. And glory in God because we all need hope, love, and prayer. For our rising children in God. The cross I wear around my neck holds me closer to God: in blue resin and olive wood.

I wonder when we make a choice whether we are determined by prognostication, and we find we are dreading the consequences until we turn the pike and make our lives better and better. For instance, the indulgence of food, we think of flavour, consistency, and fat (generic) over a healthy choice, but what we are forgetting is being prepared for procreation, it feels like a prescription or proscription for all we have done wrong in the past, but we know we will feel better at the end. And then we have truly achieved. Of course, we need a balanced diet overall: protein, vitamins, unsaturated fats, a rainbow of colours and flavour, that is proper cooking.

So, don’t imitate, but be unique, and individual. Because it is psychological, like a belief system. If you believe you are in touch with the spirit world, you probably are. God’s voice is the most consoling, along with our ancestors, but the Holy Bible states only speak to God, not the spirit world healing.

So, for a good conscience we need consistency, to take the pace, and find a diet that achieves the body we aspire to. Then the ‘exotic’ is always better. But you can have too much of something to know you’re truly in love, standing out in the rain. The bizarre and unordinary, the leftfield. Some of you don’t know how much you need. Live to prove a point, and if today were not a day what would it be? In our conscience?

Be yourself, everybody else is taken.

“It is tragic how few people ever ‘possess their souls’ before they die” (Wilde, O., Letter to Lord Alfred Douglas, 1987).

“Your worst enemy cannot harm you as much as your own unguarded thoughts.” (Buddha).

Your Conscience.

THE END

Love AB/FP x