210_Melancholia

There are two types of melancholy, an internal drive: driving you to a dead end, and other people and an environment that can cause detriment to one’s well-being. We want to rise out of oppression and feel freedom, sexual liberation, and life.

We are caught between ourselves and what we see around us. We are very aesthetic, so, beauty is what we are drawn to. We need to be consoled by beauty and lust for love, but an explanation as to why we are loved. We can read a book and end up throwing it out as if it is no good, when that was the hard-working answer, we needed to read, maybe a self help book. We don’t want to take our lives too seriously, we don’t want to feel melancholy, because it is just one big drag. We need enthusiastic people around us, and a good spiritual nature.

We feel the necessity to play out of our boxes into the street like marching men and women with swagger and collective spirit. We need to know we are loved and fancied and lusted for. Until commitment takes form and perfect love sets in again, as reality takes fruition. We are dictated by so many things these days. But our ideas are our own. Do we let our hair down and walk the forest living in a treehouse, making love all the time, foraging and collecting gifts along the way? Talking only of love and hidden from the Metropolis.

So, come out wherever you are, and show your pink and brown faces, beautiful in the summer’s glow, and look for that wedding ring as if you could go further with someone else’s wife. We are born to get bored, to get restless, and to feel melancholia, but our reaction rate with a stimulant is the heightening of the course of time. Melancholy used to be known as insanity, a camp was built and there was a 50% recovery rate. But some are broken hearted, some are grieving, and some are just plain unorganised and stupid, not to get on with the life they have been given. We need dedication to the cause and to climb the ladder in front.

We overcome melancholia when we touch someone else with a beauty of a gift in ourselves, something that we have worked on, and perfected, it can be traditional or modern, but more likely so it is loved by us, and for that, that love emanates, back to us - in its own environment. I am a lover of Architecture and Writing, qualified in both, and feel there is something wrong with us if we do not go through the melancholia, it is just the down, before the true happiness from our loved one comes from around the corner. We see them, we touch them and feel whole. They are our waking hour, our sleeping partner, our confident, and our confidence. Together as a team we can overcome melancholia, without doubt, without contrivance, but something naturally done, with as much joy and laughter as possible, to get by.

An explanation, enthusiasm, a good spiritual nature, to build, around, inspiration, in accord, with a gift and a confident; with confidence: “Yes We Can!”

Amen

Love, AB, x.

Thanks be to God, x.

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