111. The nought’s are the same as the crosses

“Have you ever heard of voices, no, neither have I, so let’s ignore them and be dedicated to our craft.”

AB, Quote, 200828, 20:07.

There must be hope for me. It is all well and good to make a stand, but one must follow this through with action. What kind of action can I employ, so as not to hate, like mindfulness, meditation, breathing, calming down, thinking and taking back control?

This has got to STOP! We are not going to make it, otherwise, in the Universe of stars, so far away, in the river of dreams by our foot, in the music of a party, we must share and be good, to make life fun again. I thought England was proud of itself and they cannot be if they are behaving like monsters! There must be a shift of power to one and all, not just the few.

Our drug addictions come from complacency, not to see another human being as a fellow human being. There is today a stand for the collective to play games with themselves. If we cannot fight the struggle we will be lost and need to fight from scratch again and again. When most of us are building a legacy to leave for our children. And they too in turn will build their own legacy better than ours. If we cannot shield them, then we have not done a good job.

To begin with there must be paramount change, and tactic to elongate the way of the children. To stifle those adults cutting them off before they are born. There is a memory of all children in all ways enjoying themselves. Today I cannot see that they will ever cope, in the type of World we are building ourselves. Communication is key, and so is subordination not for them but from us to them; in their royal presence.

Each Queen and King is a fathomable person of a type that is so uniquely individual only a by-stander knows them originally well enough, to be independent of all dependencies. Always get on with your family, but make them realise who you are. So many parents go through it – saying: “That will do.” – as opposed to getting it right.

Pleasance is to rise and lead the way. I may be a boss of sorts, but as Boris, coined it: “We are all important.” So, who do we serve, if Bob Dylan, says we have: gotta serve somebody? (Dylan, Bob, ‘Gotta Serve Somebody’, Album: Slow Train Coming, 1979, Columbia, USA.) Some have chosen to be subordinate, in times of struggle, and that is OK as a tactic as well, to give space back, to let people interlude, to stand down, and to stand up, at the same time. It ain’t easy being easy! There is a soliloquy to this sound, by Poet and Playwright, Shakespeare, in Macbeth, to say: ’only bystanders may appease the mind of a stranger in order that they may know themselves again.’

We must always put ourselves in heaven or a form of it on the ground not only for the Lord’s Prayer, but to invite those friendly souls, requiring attention to set sail. We all decide what is fit for purpose, but as an individual medicine does not work, and only the individual can control their own healing. So, be careful what you say, to stay upbeat. It is now time to forgive and forget and to ask yourself: ‘do you really care?’ Because if you think you are harming someone, you probably are. So utmost respect to one and all, everyone of them cares, even if they do not know what helps.

So, what is sadness, other than being altered, from birth. But feeling horrible and upset with yourself and the World. Until you reach the extremities of experience and feel the strong wind blowing through your hair, the heavy rain washing across your face, and the bright sunshine beating down on your neck. These experiences of the weather really heal us back to a melancholy that we know we are the only one experiencing these things. It is all about the sub-conscious on overdrive, sometimes we do not know it is harming another. So, feel the weather be, better be, blessed be, because it ain’t easy being easy. It is what it is, you have what you have got, you were I know just trying to get the words out.

To walk the narrow path of good over evil, we must remember our past choices and never make the same mistake again. This narrow path is treacherous, with windy roads, when a more direct route would be better:

“Indeed, unless God of his great goodness should miraculously take mercy on him, and make him give up this activity quickly and turn humbly to the advice of experienced contemplatives, he will fall either into attacks of frenzy or into other kinds of trouble, spiritual sins and diabolic deceptions, through which he could easily be lost, life and soul, without end. And so, for the love of God take care on this work, and do not struggle in your intellect or imagination in any way. For I tell you truly, it cannot be achieved, by that kind of struggle; so, give it up and do not attempt it.

For when I say, ‘darkness’ I mean an absence of knowing, in the sense that everything you do not know, or have forgotten is dark to you, because you cannot see it with your own mind’s eye. And for this reason, it is not called a cloud in the air but a cloud of unknowing that is between you and your God.”

(Anonymous, ‘The Cloud of Unknowing’, Penguin Classics, UK, 2001, p.26.)

Reach.

AB x

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