183 Outside

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These enchanting signs follow us into grace. As we bend over to fold the washing. We realise on a task we particularly do not enjoy, we have come out of our bodies, and risen to the heavens – to talk back to ourselves, in many a voice not determining it is just from ourselves.

We disagree with everyone and blame them, and then we carry on conversing with us, and do not breathe, until we find ourselves as devils of each other and ourselves. Because we expect someone else to do the common or garden tasks of the day, and that plainly is not fair. We have a responsibility to ourselves and one another not to complain. After all, through God, we decided to set-out on this exploring journey!

For those kept, I really feel for you, because it is a dog’s life. So, when you have found yourself in the mayhem you have just caused, make a wish on yourself, to enjoy everything wherever and whenever you can. Start with some simple meditation and see every task as a productive use of time, and do it in no particular sequence, but what feels right. Expect to do it better and better every time, until you have perfected the art of living.  

We are not just outside ourselves but testing ourselves. And if you cannot get up in the morning? I suggest you write down the times at which you are getting up, and then work on yourself, by assuming the time you will get up tomorrow and sticking to it. Everyone blames nerves and fear for it, that you are facing reality, whereas in fact if you were to get up feeling tired, your body clock would be better in the long run, and you would not hear yourself thinking all the time, but be inside you, and not outside you.

We dream in reality: in another land, flying around and coming alive over there somewhere, as spiritual energy. But do not be afraid, it is just how it works. And so, you must embrace your dreams and find how pleasant they are, and as soon as you wake up write down what has just happened, because it is interesting to see the metaphor in our dreams.

So, our dreams are a reality to the point we may be asleep right now, while reading this. So, tell yourself not to wake up and live the dream as a spiritual man, woman, or child. We are after all, eternal beings of God. So, we must pray a prayer, and sleep well.

Remember when you are outside of yourself you may be asleep and do not be afraid, but live in a dream, and think about going to bed when you are done!

Love AB xx.