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Are all things natural, down to our own self-control?

We have no control over what others do and say, but we can mentor them, as we are mentored. But there comes a day of freedom, whereby, we are free to organise our lives ourselves. When we run up to our true and perfect love, we know instinctively we are meant to hold on for dear life and make it eventually; through the pre-emptive struggles we have come through.

This story comes from someone who has been controlled, over a half of their lifetime. It incites reaction, causes bitter blood, and makes time useless to the psyche, constantly starting repeatedly. It is the victim cycle of making amends, every five minutes, when feeling deluded by stories of sanction. But we do survive and give ourselves enough control to make us happy. Rivalry can be rife though once the bar is set, by those pack leaders, and the rest run off with the gold, to challenge the leader from a distance/ Robin Hood.

The concern I have for myself, is I have not enjoyed victory, enough. Feeling unbelieved by family & friends. See monouni.org/literature/protection. It took a great weight on my shoulders to live with, which I did not really discuss, because I am so good at it; I felt it was an inborn, innate gift, which everyone understood. So, to achieve ‘Protection’, I had to pretend I was The Son of God, to both the terrorists, and The Queen, to keep us covered.

When the madness kicked off, and the karmic, history of an endless, Iraq war were over, brethren were seekers of revolution. Of course, in a second letter to The Queen I explained, I was recently confirmed, and not trying to break Christian rules, but working on her behalf of her, and the Governments, and the British Army. The call for revolution is just a source of speaking louder, to get the grease.

When we have control, we have expectation to give, as much as we gave the first time. So, the more people we let into our lives, the worse the response, when people are so, demanding. All our emotions are natural, even down to our own self-control. It is not about being big-headed it is about working in our own systems, and processes, and being blocked, like a crash on the motorway. We cannot turn around, we cannot save a life, we can only be patient and pray!

Do not get blocked, be sensible.

Love AB X

Amen