265 Love

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An education in Love/

To learn to love is a gift from higher powers as the Creator, Yahweh intended; abbreviated to YHWH, in the Jewish tradition of Israel.

A map of love is a paradigm of close-knit family and friends.

When we are growing up love is all we yearn for, to be fancied.

I remember everyone having a good snog at the last slow dance of my Secondary School Ball. The girl I fancied took another boy from in-front of me and there I was dancing alone. But I had done well in my results and that is all that passed my mind; there were literally no girls left who had not been taken, so I cried.

But what is it to learn love? She taught me how to love her.

I have been very lucky at university having the Women I truly and perfectly loved. And then later love dried up. At 45 years of age, I am still searching for my perfect love and often nostalgia gets me excited about seeing past girlfriends in a loving way.

I have had a hard time learning love, but I have always been full of love, from a very tight loving family and friendship network. I am one of those if they have no detrimental authority of me, well; I love everyone, like water.

So, what is it like to learn love in the green garden? Nature’s cycles are so perfect, there must be a Creator, and we are all blessed by Him. I can believe in Jesus so easily when I think he created Jesus to deal with the storms, as God is the closest I have got to Yahweh; despite a few times, spiritually flying high into the ether to speak to Him, and He has just told me it is worship, and how I learnt it, practicing it.

To repeal for our sins, God is always there, and to worship our partner and children, family and friends.

Remember this World is our friend. I love thee in perfect love, where you go, I go. Where my children go, I go.

I must admit it is going to be hard giving up my mental health secondment, to consider loving my job anew. But I am ready with God, and this time there will be no breakdowns but a job to love, sowing the seeds.

I have learnt to assert myself in a pure 24/7 loving way and I know my mother thanks me for it. Dad is great, the soldier, and my sister and the extended family and my friends are beyond belief for what I have put them through. I admit they let me say ‘Sorry’ and accept my unconditional love.

To learn love is to accept yourself, to unite, to apply yourself, and to make love better every day. It is not money and glamour; they come and go.

Love is permanence, stability and a secure home. Doing what you think you should do, so you shall, what you could do, so you can, and what you would do, so you will. And we will all make it in perfect love. We are always all, working towards these goals, to give back a better quality of life, in sharing, stories, anecdotes, and plain old fun. And here in England I do not know someone who is not happy to be here in love, the loving islands.

Even the politicians are in love!

And the current politics we all love!

Cheers!

In love, AB X

Amen