382 Torment

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A tormented man tends to be someone, who is introspectively shy, like all of us; with a dedicated singularity of vision, they cannot let go of, quite rightly. A childhood dream, lost in a broken relationship or family - heartbreak.

So, stay calm, do not misbehave, and be obedient, to make the bread and pour the wine, in commune, in salvation.

Torment feels out of our control, to control ourselves against the pain and anger, of not being able to control. But physical violence and hateful expression would seem to help.

Unfortunately, they do not, they just cause remorse, and constant apology, unless single minded on repeat, you must explain yourself to a friend and let go in peace.

There is disproportionate hierarchy – through devolution of power, and local authorities can become corrupted, by local favouritism. But one man or woman - black, or white, must lead this country with exemplary leadership, so, we have goodwill and healing power up front.

Why God comes first, then the leader of this country, and all authorities, that we can only try and trust.

Emotions are flagrant, so, you must be like water and have no enemy, unless it is the disease inside, that is stopping you control the things out of your control, through the constant depression, we may go too far with a vice.

Most people write about the fact you must accept and expect no change in control, but to be at peace. If like me you are uncompromising, because you see potential for World change, then change history, we must take control of the things out of our control.

We must not be defeated.

You need something moving that touches your heart and pray for a miracle. A faith in God is a faith in yourself, to overcome what is out of our control, to be prepared for your role, never lose your original vision, and evolve your vision with a visual diary.

But there are other democratic methods/ going to a Charity and raising awareness to affect new legislation in parliament.

The other method is to block out the furore that gets you down, and to be less influential, but to live in peace, on the mountain, in the forest or down by the beach, but that is what is always written. In essence this is not about your environment although significant, but your effect on the World in making and performing.

The answer is to love yourself, to make your own sanctuary, and to build a business that allows you to build your dream home first.

However, the process of getting there is the effect of the look and style of the finished outcome, so, do not compartment, business and home, leisure and children, but combine all influences into an art of life, make the earthenware from which you eat.

The things we cannot control, we can, by thinking, believing and changing our attitudes, it is to make a name for ourself, and to be known. To build everyday a reputation and in secret know you are having an impact. When your product is in the public realm, do not reveal the process, but sell it, with the help of God.

Now you have control, never feel tormented again, keep putting the work in, and evolve with it, you are what you make.

Love AB X

AMEN