325 Believe

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There is a problem with us when we are incapable of focusing, and we are hooked on hysterical laughter or tears of worry. Everyone cares for you if you are either, happy or suffering. But at some point, you must make a living. I feel we should practice every day and not be frightened to fail. If we are trying too hard, we cannot make it up, but it is lived experience for the momentary suffocation of emotion in its time. To be local is universal, and that is best and easier on the mind. So, we must believe in ourselves. To keep accusing can grate on our minds with those who have gone too far, and cannot turn back, into endless cycles of depression. Therefore, it is better to force yourself to sit at your desk and get something done.

I believe in me, and I believe in you!

There have been some very great moments in my life, and I have learnt to stay out of the realm for much of the time, I feel no passion for it, nor do I hear voices. I am healing. Most of the time I need Jesus, God, and to make a living from his guidance, as the truth, the life and the way! No worries, I am not old fashioned, and unfortunately for that reason I make my home my No.1 Church. I do enjoy church, and the bible, but the word of God sits with me from the past 13 years of reading the Bible. I am well. God loves me, and that protects me from the realm, please do not live the music. Live the dream.

I am dreaming of big horizons, creativity is the backdrop, but life is more important, and to bring yourself to the dance. To release that trapped energy, with good vibes. I once DJ’ed but I did not find any point only spending my money on vinyl, although a worthy hobby. I have about 70 records, the first record I bought was ‘Rapper’s Delight’ by Sugarhill Gang/ through to Sault & some of my parents’ old records of Bob Marley ‘Legend’, & Micheal Jackson ‘Off the Wall’.

I enjoy music the most, but a great deal of Hip-Hop is not Christian orientated, so, I have dipped my toes into the water, and made my own, with simple equipment to hand. It sounds fresh, but it does not vouch for professionalism, only I enjoy making. Most of my best music is black, nearly all, why we honour all Blacks with their Millenium, so, remember everyone feels, you do not judge people by the way they look, everyone is a complex personality. Let’s simplify life and believe in each other.

I long for the day, government can believe, to the degree around the World it is transparent. We all need a chance in life, and so, now is my chance, with all my friends around the World, because everybody is a friend.

I believe.

Love AB X

AMEN