324 Confront

324_Confront

Confrontation is so hard to deal with, when you only have love for your woman, friends & family, extending to the World. But I don’t like those who examine life through frenemy glasses because I had an ideal that there was love to everyone. Why? Because I have always seen no purpose to suffering. It is futile to start a war, when we do not seek help to see the other side of life, but there is something to be said for leadership, and strength in an individual to cope with boredom, being lonely, not achieving and making amends with your past mistakes; so, this would be forgiveness.

To confront yourself, is the key/ making yourself work with rigour and discipline; to combat you, as your own enemy. And this is fundamental to success. While I have only felt abused by medical practice, which to me is a form of miseducation, I feel jealous of friends who are happy and succeeding, yet, they seem to give off a psychic vibe of suffering to know me, because they have struggled along the way to success, and made their own sacrifices, so why is Andrew still behind? If it were true, my life without success, it would be resolved by now I can assure them, but the source of my occasional pain sees no bounds, and I cannot find them?

I can see myself as a success in the short to long term, but without Gods suffering, and with Gods celebration! I yearn to celebrate with Him and hark back to days of good as a memory, not a literal experience, because life was so busy back then, and there was always so much work to do. I also vouch for wanting to learn again. Some things remain from our minds in utter silence, while some of those with evil in their hearts through fear, feel no way of explanation, but to hate, and therefore, not to learn. The explicit discrepancy in the recent writing, are the bad things, are not me, but what’s been forced upon me, even by old friends, and family members, and even the National Health Services. So, when you cannot unravel the past, the realm will only screw you up with no real legal answer, because often local authorities do not listen to God.

There are more important things to do than to worry about each other, and to confront yourself, on your own terms as yourself. To remain head strong and heartfelt, to enjoy banter and to never take criticism personally. To confront yourself, is to forget all the drama and love the man, woman or child you see in the mirror and to smile! If there is no wisdom left, you will not make it, so it is time we move forwards everyone and left the past behind, only the good memories, leave the bad things alone, and pray for a better day, from each day until tomorrow. Wisdom of God are the lessons in the Bible, to resist temptation as often as possible, to treat thy neighbour like thyself, and to bring peace among many, to resolve and to forgive, not to worry, to celebrate Sunday the sabbath, and to read the word of God every day, if only a little.

Wisdom can also mean to think and live in your own way, to be set free by a friend and to give thanks and honour to your family. Never try to learn by giving in to sympathetic traps of suffering repetitive history but show empathy everywhere you go.

On a personal note, sincere apologies to Daniel S., and thank you for pushing no charges. I totally condemn my behaviour, and would like to apologise to explain myself, and be a good neighbour and best friend to you.

Love AB X

AMEN