321 Spell
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Are there are reasons we go under a spell?
If there were wizards and witches it probably comes down to marijuana, why you must reduce, your intake, and not compete, to use me and others, and aim at someone else’s consciousness and conscience. It really kills, like real abuse, yet one cannot tangibly grasp a reason nor an example of the emotional rollercoaster one is causing.
There are civil laws against it, and if you think it’s funny, well, I used to shout out loud in confusion and refuge, as I have done for 17 years constantly, 3 years ago, that is constant hell! If there is a way out it is to profusely apologise to me, otherwise the depression will just continue. If you are asking for a fight, I am sorry I am not violent, so have some manners, and screw you. I have had spiritual homosexual abuse for 6 years, as well. It really does not make sense, because I have always meant well for those more afflicted by oppression. So, I imagine all the negatives and delete them.
It is the END!
Now for the good news. We are not frightened of the abusers, because they are the weak ones. We are tired of the same old excuse. And you do not behave, so, you are going to have to, show less cool, and more maturity.
Regulating comes down to eat, pray, live, love, sex, mind, heart, psychological attitude, choice, a successful world, self-control (don’t pick it up – sticks and stones), the outer, the inner, and faith.
We all must regulate ourselves, so, you can all leave me alone from now on, otherwise there is no personal effect to our relations, I have done all I can for Jesus, the Civil rights movement, and helping others in worse condition than my poor self. So, please give it up to yourselves, if you have behaved, like me.
It would seem something is missing, because we have been at loggerheads for far too long, making each other mess up, now is the year to heal this planet for real, to get involved in big projects, and to make life change for the little people. To set an example, and to commit ourselves with acceptance, of expressing our true feelings, and making our minds up, as to how we relate. I can only tell the truth. I have hardly had my chance, while giving way to the Streets, when now even they need Hope & Peace as well.
I apologise for the shocking news, but I am going to have to cope, without fulfilling my dreams at 45 years of age, and I find it hard to commit myself, but I will this time for Jesus. Otherwise, there is nothing to live for.
I need you all to understand this is a true story, and I don’t like talking about it, so reframe me as someone who will always love England and all it’s people, so why pick on me? I now need all the help I can get!!!!
Love AB X
AMEN

